Head in the sand
April 29th, 2010 at 07:22 pm$80k in student loan debt, that’s hard for me to even think about. They fact that I choose to write $80k instead of $80,000.00 speaks to this (psychologically those zero’s matter). It was tough for me to justify taking out a mortgage for our home. I finally beat into submission when DW and I settled on putting 20% down, taking a mortgage less than 1 year gross, and paying an (non optional) extra$500/m. This is how much I detest debt. Since she has been going to school the loans have been in deferment, but starting in January we will have to start paying them back to the tune of $1,000/m. This will definitely be felt in the budget. Up until now it has been out of sight, out of mind. I wanted to think of us as debt free apart from the mortgage, but that simply isn’t the case. Now I know this isn’t credit card debt, but it feels just as bad. I was reading a post the other day of someone who had no debt besides $20k in credit card debt, and for a moment I thought “I would sure be nice to be them”. For better or for worse, I choose to bury my head in the sand.
A few nights ago we sat down and had a long talk about how we are going to tackle these loans. Come to find out while I was forcing myself to be blissfully aloof of these loans, my wife had this feeling of dread, like some big weight was hanging precariously over her head. It had been my impression that she wasn’t concerned with the loans and had an unrealistic expectation of obtaining a high paying job that would easily pay them off. Turns out she was under no such dissolutions; the lesson learned is people shouldn’t pretend to read minds.
So what’s the plan? Well worst case scenario, the loans are paid off in 10 years. Not while I still have a pulse, but this is worst case. If DW doesn’t find a job and we put all of our budgeted non-retirement savings into these loans, realistically we could have them gone in a little under 5 years. Assuming DW finds a job it would be closer to 3.
Since these are still a bunch of different loans, we have 6 months to knock out as many of the small ones as we can. This lowers the monthly payment, and will accelerate the repayment.
Turns out student loans are an interesting sort of animal. It is hard to track them individually. They are bought and sold from one institution to another. They are for different amounts and different interest rates. I have yet to see any sort of account # for each loan. I suspect that they are assigned one once they become due; and I think many people consolidate them at that point. We will keep them separate, it is easier to snowball that way as you can see and feel yourself making progress. Once we have a final $ amount I will track it in my blog each time we make a payment.
Student Loan Debt: ~$80k